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JESUS CHRIST LIZARD OMFG HAHAHAHA



I’ve watched a lot of ABSOLUTELY AMAZING documentaries about animals recently
, but this was just too funny to not share!

I never thought I’d find a lizard super cute but it’s adorable omfg, when it runs with its feet spread wide open hahahahahaha

xoxo,
Jess

Moon River and me..

5am and still almost completely wide awake, not by insomnia but by choice.

I like feeling as if I’m the only one in the world, this is the only time when I won’t receive any messages, calls, emails, or botherings from anyone.

The only time I can find peace within myself, when everything has settled down and all there is left to do is sit and think about life.

Listening to Oldies but Goodies.. and reminiscing.

Timeless melodies and tunes that never fail to whisk me off far far away, to a better place, whenever I listen to them.

Andy Williams sings Moon River beautifully, but in my opinion nobody tops Patti Page’s rendition.

Such crystal clear clarity and with so much soul, I wouldn’t understand if anyone didn’t fall instantly in love with it.


Moon river, wider than a mile
I’m crossin’ you in style some day
Old dream maker, you heartbreaker
Wherever you’re goin’, I’m goin’ your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after the same rainbow’s end, waitin’ ’round the bend
My huckleberry friend, Moon River, and me

Old dream maker, you heartbreaker
Wherever you’re goin’, I’m goin’ your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after that same rainbow’s end, waitin’ ’round the bend
My huckleberry friend, Moon River, and me

xoxo,
Jess

two is better than one

Song on repeat on my playlist now:

Your typical teenage love song with crappy lyrics, but hey, it’s so catchy how can anyone not like it?

Two is DEFINITELY better than one ;)

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You might have noticed the lack of updates on my blog recently.

The first reason being that Sam was here with me in Singapore for the past week, so why the hell would I want to sit in front of the computer when I can be having the time of my life with him?

The second reason is that I’m currently having my exams, and I’m coping surprisingly well. I have attended very little lessons and trust me, when Jessica says she’s attended little lessons, little is an understatement.

But the lecturers give very informative exam tips which is a lifesaver! Just reading the textbook is sufficient for me.

The third reason being that I’ve kinda lost my interest in blogging.

Yes, I’ll admit it, I won’t deny it…

The only reason why I’m blogging now is because I feel the need to make my stand before disappearing, you don’t just go MIA from your blog without giving a reason I guess.

I no longer feel the insatiable urge to furiously type away at my computer eager to share my opinions, or feel the need to show off about awesome things in my life, or feel the need to use my blog as a platform to express myself anymore.

I haven’t blogged for a very long time, for a few short years that was hell of a ride. I’m terribly grateful for all the wonderful experiences being a blogger has granted me, and for those of you who have been supporting me and following my blog all the while, thank you!

This doesn’t mean I’ll stop blogging completely, it just means that my number of advertorials will drop and so will my number of posts and my participation in blogger events will cease.

I guess I did everything out of interest and curiosity at the start, including blogging and modeling. It was good while it lasted, but for me, those stages of my life are over.

Interestingly enough, I now enjoy having privacy.

I KNOW WTF.

If I could, I would blog about the most private things in my life because I like how my blog is so extremely personal but I’ve learned the hard way to keep the important things to yourself.

Then I figured, if this blog has become so commercialized, then what is the point of keeping it going?

I spend like 99.9999999999% of my time with Sam and I’m stupidly happy doing so. Everything I need to tell someone, I’ll tell him.

And I guess the reason why I started blogging in the first place was because I needed someone or something I could pour out all my emotions and thoughts to.

For now, I’m not quite as interested in blogging anymore but who knows when the blogging bug will bite me again?

I’m blogging out of commitment and boredom now, not really interest or passion anymore, quite sad..

Whatever it is, here are some pictures of the past 1 week of my life.

I look so happy cuz I just picked him up from the arrival hall haha :)

We were dining @ Coffee Club @ Changi Airport, T3.

I heart that place!! It’s 24 hours, quiet and lovely, nice food and near my place.

Staff definitely needs improvement though, they’re usually quite unprofessional and rude.

An example? I went with Nat once and this young malay waitress asked Nat “Why you not eating? You on diet ah?” -___-

She was lucky I was in a good mood.

Their caesar’s salad with smoked salmon is reallly good!!!

I had caesar salad at least 4 times the past week, I’m madly craving for one now D:

I NEVER touched salads before this, how strange.

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The next day we went to get our done, cuz I couldn’t stand his hair!!!!


Like dragonball hair wtf!

LOL @ his hair xD

The picture is so foggy-looking cuz we just came out of my very cold air-conditioned room

The salon we always go to was closed, so we just went to the one opposite it… Not that great, but beggars can’t be choosers.

I love how he lets me choose his hairstyle and his clothes! It’s so fun to go shopping with him, cuz he lets me pick out his clothes, he pays for mine and he would carry all our shopping bags hahaha.



With new haircuts!!!

I picked out a really short, neat and boyish cut for him!

I know abit like NS boy, but that’s besides the point. Sooo much more adorable like this, so long dragonball hair!

As for myself, I just trimmed my ends off and got bangs again coz my long fringe was annoying me.

Bad decision coz now my bangs are annoying me 10 times more -_-

But Sam’s never seen me with this look, so yeah. He thinks it’s really cute and I guess that’s all that is important huh T_T Some way to comfort myself



Bigass pic of my baby!!!!!!!!! (“v”)

He is now on the plane back to Melbourne…

We won’t be seeing each other for a month, depressing as hell but the only thing keeping me going and going is knowing the next time we see each other, we’ll be off to FLORIDA FOR 3 WEEKS FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR!!!

WOOOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO :D

Can’t wait, it’s getting nearer so quickly, barely a month’s time!

Waiting for indian food @ my fav restaurant :)

Love that restaurant!! Also love how the staff treat me so nicely coz I’m their regular customer!

Great service makes my day~


Great food + even greater company = very happy Jessica

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Been wanting to go Karaoke for awhile now and dragged Sam to go with me! We sang till 3am LOL

He wasn’t too excited at first but I wanted to go so naninanipoopoo.

He looks happy and he said he had fun anyway!

I am awesome at karaoke if I do say so myself HAHA

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The next day… shopped till we dropped!

Walked around Ion for soooo long until we managed to find 2 perfect coats for each other.

It’s our Christmas gifts to each other, Sam’s idea actually.

He said he wanted to get something that will keep me warm in the cold when we take our private hot air balloon flight on early Christmas morning!

Plus coats just have that Christmassy vibe.



Us in our coats!!! How cuuuuuuuuuuuttteeeee?!?!

Muthafuking expensive tho!! Shopping that day costed us about a thousand SGD.

IT’D BETTER BE COLD WTF.

And if it’s not I’ll just walk around randomly at 3am to prove a point.



Ugh so adorable together, if I do say so myself (again).

YES, I am very self-complimenting today indeed. But my coat is THE SHITZ, LOVE IT TO DEATHHHHHHHHH!

Us in more normal clothes.

Oh Jeezus check out my baby’s polo that I got for him! So huggaablleeee.

:))))

Headed to Cineleisure to have Billy Bombers for dinner, Yummy!!! Then to watch 2012~

The movie was alright, pretty cool effects and some funny scenes but super cheesy and just not as good as I expected. I just thought it’d be different from your usual movies, you know? Bleh.

I’d say still go for it though.

I’m glad he doesn’t drink anymore…

He used to drink socially but came home one night pissed drunk and I got pissed off and he swore off drinking since then.

Yay for a boyfriend who doesn’t drink, doesn’t smoke and doesn’t gamble!!!!

Nom nom nom


Post abruptly ends here.

….Who needs APEC to take a picture with Obama?

That Obama burger looks really yummy. Will give it a try next time!

Till then people.

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Advertorial:

Outfit of the day!!! Black + gold, my fav~

I got my outfit from leflirtini.livejournal.com

This is the bag

How cute? I luff gold chains!!!!!!!!

If you’re interested to check out more of their other apparels, click here!

xoxo,
Jess

disappointed

Should I feel flattered that my words have created that much impact on people..
Or should I feel disgusted that such a personal entry was copied and pasted into so many randoms’ blogs, as if those words were their own?

When you come up with such entries from the bottom of your heart, tearing as you recall certain memories that inspired the blog post… the last thing you’d expect is for people to rip the entry off your blog and pretend like they wrote it.

As a blogger, I’m used to people ripping off my images, quotes, writing style and basically anything you CAN rip off but ripping off someone’s entries about their personal lives is absurd and disrespectful.

Surely you have your own feelings?
Surely you need not exploit mine?
Surely you can find the decency in yourself to credit the blogger whose expression of thoughts you happen to admire?

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What is the point of a PERSONAL BLOG

If you’re not going to post about YOUR OWN feelings?

If the only way to express yourself is to rip off MY entries, why not just fucking create a blog with a huge banner that says on the front page:

****www.underage-girl.blogspot.com****

…..There done!!! :)

You have fully expressed yourself to your maximum potential!

Don’t even have to copy and paste a whole chunk man!

But why don’t these people do this? Because when the rip off entire entries to post on their blogs, they want other people to think that they wrote it, duh.

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That’s just one of the many prices you pay as a blogger. This has happened so many times before but it is only now I feel most affected because that was one of my most personal entries I’ve had in awhile.

It grosses me out even more when they use MY blog entries to send a “personal” message to someone they love, like dedicating it to their ex or something, or use it to describe their own lives. HOW PATHETIC?

Come up with your own poems and soppy love letters, at least TRY to express yourself in your own ways, you unimaginative unoriginal poorly expressive plagiarizing retards!

I know people quote me (or sometimes, copy paste whole post -_-) because I can express myself in ways that they can’t.

But people need to understand that these are MY personal entries, and no matter how much you can relate to it, it is NOT from your experiences, and no matter how much you wished you came up with the entry yourself, they are NOT your own words and definitely not from your heart.

What those posts stand for, my readers do not and will not understand and it baffles me how demeaning the situation is! How would you feel if someone stole your personal diary and republished it commercially as their own book?

I do not appreciate people plagiarizing my entries and making them impersonal.

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You, yes you, the people out there guilty of republishing my entries without permission, I hope you’re ashamed of yourself.

If you’ve credited me, thank you. If you tried to pass it off as your own, then


credit

You haven’t walked the rocky roads I tripped on, you haven’t cried the tears I shed, and you don’t deserve to say you have.

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Yes, imitation is the highest form of flattery but plagiarizing is still fucked up.

I will not be providing links or naming anyone.

People living in my shadow deserve no attention whatsoever from me, or anyone else. I can provide them a lot of embarrassment, that I’m sure, but I’m also sure that they’ll know who they are when they read this and feel ashamed of themselves.

And if people are really interested to see who and how they plagiarize my entries, JUST FUCKING GOOGLE MAN.

You’ll find over 20 blogs.

Unless all the retards have already read this and shit their pants and removed the entry.

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Wake up people, ripping off my entries will not make you a better blogger.

It only proves what a fail one you are.

xoxo,
Jess

How are you?

Once you love someone, you will never forget them.

Even if it’s been months, years, decades..

You might forget the things that they said, but you’ll never forget how the things they said made you feel.

You may even forget the way they look..

But you’ll never forget their laughter, their smiles, their tears and all the things that made them who they really are.

Once you love someone, you can never go back to just being normal friends.

You’ll definitely miss them, even if they’ve let you down before, even if you tell yourself not to.

Because love, like a form of energy, it never disappears or goes away..

It is simply transferred on to someone or something else, or sometimes, just kept away.

Once you give your heart to someone, you can never take it back.

Because even if you break up and move on, he’ll still have a piece of you forever, that you gave him to keep.

Once you say goodbye to someone you love, your life will never be the same again.

Because at the very end, you always think of the beginning.

xoxo,
Jess
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