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Speechless

I’d like to share my new favourite song.. it brought tears to my ears

Lady GaGa wrote this song for her Dad.. convincing him to get heart surgery. No doubt her fashion sense is nothing short of downright freaky but she’s the most talented freak I’ve ever seen.

She’s like a whole new artist when you watch her singing live, performing on the piano.

So different from when she’s wearing jumping all over the stage doing the weirdest dance moves you’ve ever seen.

I love how I was proven so wrong about her. I won’t deny that at first impression, I thought she was just a freak show, (actually I still think she’s a freak) using weird outfits and auto-tuned songs to claim her fame but after watching her live acoustic performance, I was moved by her raw talent and emotions. She holds a note like no other.

When she sings, you feel it.. and a great pianist to boot too.

I mean she is one of the few artists out there that actually SINGS. *stabs Taylor Swift*

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She is known for her pop, her dance movies and her antics..

Bad Romance and Pokerface are possibly the catchiest songs of this decade, ….but I prefer this side of Lady GaGa more.

…You left me speechless

xoxo,
Jess

my cuddly bloated hamster

HAHAHAHAH I was tweeting about Sam having a cute chubby face like a bloated hamster….

And he changed a picture he drew of us from THIS:

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TO THIS!!!!!

Bahaahhahahahaahhaah how fucking cute is my bf!!!!!

I has mucho loooooooooove for him :P

Our most recent picture! He drew the caricature above based on our outfits that day.

And my bouquet! And… a potential Valentine’s Day gift.

…I think?

xoxo,
Jess

White Horse

Came across this song and watching the video really tugs on my heart strings..

Because every scene feels like a flashback, a replay of my life about a year ago:

Say you’re sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on

Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn’t know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upperhand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I’m sooo sorry

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m gonna find someone somewhere who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappears now
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it’s too late
To catch me now

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“All I want is you. Do you love me?”
“Yeah”

“Can you give me another chance?”
“….No.”

And that awful breakdown afterwards… I can almost taste the tears. That sense of relief because you’ve finally got it over and done with, feeling cheated because everything you believed in came crashing down on you, feeling lost because you don’t know what to do next.

Being cheated on is truly mindfucking and self-destruction at its best. When to convince yourself that he’s not lying to you, you end up lying to yourself instead…

Then it becomes vicious cycle that feels like it’s never going to end… falling into a bottomless pit.

“I’m gonna find someone, someday who might actually treat me well” - I thought that to myself too.. I found him sooner than expected.

My heart goes out to any girl who can relate to this song, because you don’t know heartbreak until you’ve been cheated on.

I definitely know how it feels like. And the best advice I could ever give to a girl in that situation is that forsaking your own happiness for someone who doesn’t treat you right is never worth it.

You may think that your happiness lies with him, but obviously he is not making you happy at all so happiness is somewhere else waiting for you. Go seek it.

Move on, and you’ll thank yourself afterwards.

If there was a God, I’d thank him for letting me get out of a destructive relationship and in place giving me someone who truly appreciates me for who I am.

xoxo,
Jess

Why Christmas is my favourite time of the year

You hear people laughing, bells jingling and carolers singing…

And you’d know immediately – ‘Tis the season to be jolly, Fa la la la la, la la la la!

It’s that magical time of the year again – Christmas!!!

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Playing this on repeat to prep myself for my special Christmas at Disney this year ;)

Only 1 more week baby!!!!

I am soooooo excited for Christmas this year (for very obvious reasons) and because I’m in such a Christmassy mood, I thought I’d do a post telling the world just how much and why I love Christmas!

I love how you don’t have to be Christian / Catholic to enjoy Christmas. Everyone can just celebrate together, no matter what race, age, nationality or religion you have!!!!

Both me & Sam are big Christmas fans but we’re also both atheists.
We don’t believe in god, but that doesn’t mean we don’t believe in all the joy that is derived from Christmas!

Of course we know how this festive holiday originally came about…

But instead of celebrating the birth of a supposed higher being, I think of Christmas as a very special time of the year.

Working conditions are less hectic,
exams are over,
the to-do list becomes shorter,
people start getting ready to take time off their busy schedules to just enjoy life for what it is and spend quality time with their family and friends.

And of course, the fun begins!!!

Endless amounts of fun, ranging from wide-scale parties and celebrations with the public, to quiet but lovely dinners with your family that you’d usually hardly get the chance to see.

I feel that these holidays, such as Valentine’s Day and Christmas,
although highly commercialized they are not without meaning.

People say that if you are truly in love, everyday is like Valentine’s Day – easier said than done.

If it wasn’t for Valentine’s Day, a lot of couples would have forgotten to remind each other of the love they share,

but February the 14th is a constant reminder to the old man to buy his woman her favourite flowers,
young and shy couples get the perfect opportunity to go on their first dates,
neglected lovers once again remember to show affection to each other,
and the list goes on…

Call them commercial gimmicks or whatever you wish but the world wouldn’t be the same without these fixed dates of celebration.

Because with these fixed dates, there will be no more excuses and reasons not to.

There will be no more moms missing and calling their children, telling them to come home for dinner only to have them say “Sorry, work’s too busy”

Because during Christmas, EVERYONE gets time off to go do whatever they want!!
(Well I hope everyone. Nobody should be forced to work on this special day)

If it wasn’t for Christmas, people wouldn’t have the chance to take a breather and remember all the seemingly small but significant things in life.

If it wasn’t for Christmas, families probably wouldn’t gather annually to go on holidays together. Daughters and sons who have moved out of their parents house will go back home to spend time with each other, couples get to go on romantic holidays (such as me and Sam ehehehe)

The world would forget that there is a time and space for celebrations and for nothing but good things and happy thoughts.
I feel sorry for whoever is still being miserable during the most amazing time of the year.

So yeah, Christmas to me is about celebrating what I have in my life, my loved ones, and also to remember how beautiful the world is.

And since my family’s not too big on Christmas, I decided to spend it with Sam instead because we are hopeless romantics and would jump at any opportunity to have a romantic getaway LOL.

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But of course besides all that sentimental, heart-warming good stuff that everyone should experience at least once a year…

Christmas comes with many other benefits and there’s no denying it!!!

My other favourite thing about Christmas is their DECORATIONS!

Omg there’s nothing like X’mas lights I swear!!! ^____________^

They are EVERYWHERE and they never get old - everytime I see Christmas decorations and lightings my heart just turns into a big ball of warm fuzziness.

Ordinary houses magically turn into a parade of pretty sparkles

Mesmerising is the way Christmas lights twinkle in the dark

If I owned a house like this, I’d go crazy each year decorating it lol! So much fun!!!!

Me and Sam are going to take a slow walk and drive around Celebration, which is a town (such a cute name!) managed by Disney in Florida cuz we heard they have fantastic X’mas decos each year.

The Cinderella Castle @ Magic Kingdom, Walt Disney World. Spectacular!!!

Woot gonna see this soon!!! I’ll be sure to take pictures with it :P

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Christmas lights are not the only thing offered in the streets during Christmas!


…….Christmas carols are THE BEST!!!

How can anyone not be in a fantastic Christmassy mood after listening to carols??

I just want to sing along and dance deliriously whenever I hear them.

Whether it’s at a church mass, or just in the public for good ol’ fun!!!

I want to stand in front of a group of carolers on the street on a cold, cold night and wish everyone that’s passing by “MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!”

Plenty of carolers in Magic Kingdom, I remember from when I was a kid ^_______^

They’re super friendly and they sing GREAT.

..HERE, INDULGE IN CHRISTMASSY GOODNESS!!!!

Spread the lurveeeeeeeeeeee and happiness hehehe. Listen to all of them, I insist!

Arguably the most well-known Christmas song ^___^

FWAH!!!!!

I used to love this song the most when I was a kid, and I’m pretty every other kid out there loves this too.

So catchy and their Christmas carols have the simplest yet most meaningful lyrics ;)

I think the tradition of these carols will live on for a very long time.. I can’t imagine my kids of grandchildren listening to anything but these classics during X’mas!

Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, had a very shiny nose.. And if you ever saw him, you would even say it glows!!

Bahahaha this song is SLIGHTLY annoying after awhile but it’s so catchy ^____^

The lyrics are kinda strange. Why would you want so many birds for??

Ok enough of happy fast jingles..

How about a slow melody to accompany you and your baby while you sip hot cocoa in front of a warm fireplace, all wrapped up in blanket feeling contented and snuggly?

Except of course in Singapore, an air-conditioner is more ideal than a fireplace.

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Other things I love about Christmas = X’mas trees, presents exchanging, and the exchanging of smiles!

Why do I love X’mas trees??? Because, who doesn’t?!

They’re freaking everywhere, and without them X’mas wouldn’t be the same.

Around the world, people seem to be competing to have the tallest, biggest, most dcorated and “best” X’mas tree but what’s really important is what goes UNDER the tree ;)

I care not for the fancy but empty tree which has no presents lying underneath awaiting me!!! Buahahaha!

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People buy gifts for their close friends and family, no matter how small or grand, they’d still be appreciated because it’s all for X’mas afterall.

I heart X’mas shopping, it’s heaps of fun! Trying to figure out what the other person would want, and then trying to find a good deal..

And the anticipation of wanting to know what your family bought for you is always the magical bit, when you’re ripping off the wrapping paper.

Sam and I are going to buy a X’mas tree to put in our hotel in Orlando, lol!

I have not one not two but FOUR X’mas gifts ready for him! Hahaha I can’t wait to see his face when he opens them :)

It’s the first thing we’re going to do when we wake up before the sun rises, then after present-opening we’re gonna rush off to catch our Sunrise Hot Air Balloon ride!!!

Fweeeeeeehhhhhh. The schedule for the rest of the day you’ll find out in January 2010 when I get back from Florida!

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I love the exchanging of smiles because it’s true that people are generally alot happier and more carefree when Christmas approaches. Just take a look around!

I promised myself I will remember to smile and greet back EVERY single person who wishes me “Merry Christmas!!!”

I’ve even come up with the idea of taping a whole bunch of peoples reactions to us just randomly going up to them wishing them Merry X’mas LOL.

Goddd this X’mas is going to be sick, so much videos and pictures to take!

I bet when I come back from the trip, I’m gonna have thousands of photos to post and my blog will become alive again!

Hurray!!!! I promise it will be a fantastic read :P

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Other Christmassy good stuff include…



SALES.

Who loves end-year sales??? ME!!!

Everything is going on sale and I can’t wait to raid the shopping mall in Orlando coz it’s winter now and their summer stuff will be on sale :D :D :D :D

And US clothes are so cheap! Weeee.

And omgomgomg something great happened last night!!! If you’re following me on my Twitter, you’d know this already.

I was just randomly browsing for hotels on websites, I don’t even know why I was looking up on hotels when we’ve already booked ours and Sam kept telling me to stop being fickle-minded about our hotels, but I discovered this CRAZILY GOOD deal for the Hilton and I couldn’t resist switching over!

The price was originally 2700 USD for 9 nights, but it’s now USD 800!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve no idea why but no questions asked, we just cancelled our Westgate Lakes Resort and booked the Hilton instead!

That’s 1900 off!! Happy or not, you tell me?!?! I tell you – VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

Thank god our booking for Westgate Lakes is fully refundable.

Not only did we save money (Westgate Lakes was more exp than USD 800, fucked up lol) we also upgraded to a MUCH BETTER hotel!

Bye bye lao pok Westgate Lakes!

Stupid old fat TV, damn ugly bedsheets, boring old room, yuckadoodle! The only redeeming factor about this hotel is the fab location and the fact it has a jacuzzi next to your bed.

But then I thought about it the sensible way and I was like, wtf, I don’t wanna sleep in a ugly hotel just for some jacuzzi. I tried to convince myself it was homely, not ugly, but last night I told myself “AS IF!!” and I started searching for new hotels rofl.

And my dream came true because now we are staying at…

Omaigawd orgasming now kthxbye!!!!!!! :’)

So now we’re staying 9 nights @ Hilton and 10 nights @ Hyatt!

Mad happy la!! The only place that would be a better stay is if the Disney folks invited me to stay @ the Cinderella Castle LOL.

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I know I may seem super freaking enthusiastic about X’mas, but of course, because..

My Christmas wish this year is being fulfilled!

Not by Santa, but by my beloved boyfriend. Thank you darling I love you I love you MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not just fulfilled, that would be an understatement. I’m really getting a lot more than what I asked for. I didn’t even ask him to take me on such a fab holiday, he suggested it.

I just know this is going to be the most amazing time of my life so far :)

And I hope you guys have a great time too!

It may not be for another 13 days, but..


TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE!!!!! :)))

xoxo,
Jess
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