Ups & Downs

My head and eyes hurt from all the thinking and crying.

Yeah obviously I don’t look that sad in the picture above because it was taken before the shit began last night. It’s a reminder to myself to always smile and be happy.

Life is like a roller coaster ride with ups & downs.. and now I just feel like I’m standing at the side puking my guts out from motion sickness. Lame, but no better way to describe my feelings.

I hope I’m strong enough to get through the day, and the week and for as long as possible without breaking down again.

Thank god for family… thank god that no matter how many friends betray me or how many boys break my heart – they have always been and always will be here for me.

It’s nice to know at least some people I love will never ever leave me.